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Dropping his hand back to his side, he made as if that brief contact hadn't affected him, too. "Then a cup of coffee is just the thing to warm you up."

  Smiling, she adjusted her purse strap over her shoulder and pushed her hands into her jacket pockets. "I'm looking forward to it, actually."

  Even though it was after ten in the evening, there were still plenty of people on the streets, though no one paid them any attention. A block later they reached The Daily Grind, and Joel opened the door for Lora to walk in, then followed behind her.

  "Hey, Joel," a young, pretty girl behind the counter greeted him enthusiastically. "It's been a while since you've been by."

  "I was in the neighborhood tonight, and I thought I'd bring a friend in for a drink." He glanced at Lora, who wore an amused expression, and he knew why. The girl, who was barely out of high school, obviously had a crush on him. "What would you like, Lora?"

  She perused the menu for a quick moment. "I think I'm going to splurge and have a café mocha, with whipped cream."

  "And I'll have a cappuccino." He pulled out his wallet and paid for the drinks.

  Once their orders were up, he grabbed both large paper cups and led the way toward a vacant table against a large window overlooking the street outside. Considering the chilly weather, The Daily Grind was busy and there were only a few available places to sit. He would have preferred one of the more comfortable couch setups where he could talk to Lora with more privacy, but at this point he wasn't about to be choosy.

  "Hi, Joel," another worker called from across the place, loud enough that he had no choice but to acknowledge the perky café manager.

  "Hi, Kate," he said with a friendly smile. "Is Liz around tonight?"

  "No, she left a few hours ago with Steve," the cute girl replied.

  "That's good to hear. Steve needs to be sure she doesn't overdo now that she's pregnant again." Joel placed their drinks on the table, then shrugged out of his black leather jacket before helping Lora out of her coat-this time without touching any bare skin.

  The humorous glimmer in her eyes and the fanciful smile curving her lips was unmistakable. "What's with that grin on your face?" he asked, already suspecting he knew the answer.

  Shrugging lightly, she sat down at the table. "Judging by the enthusiastic reception you just received, I'm thinking that you must come here frequently."

  "It's been a few weeks, but I do stop by when I get the chance," he said, and settled into the seat across from her, which also gave him a clear view of the front door and anyone who walked through. "Not only does The Daily Grind make some of the best coffee drinks in Chicago, the owner, Liz, is married to my cousin Steve."

  She took a sip of her coffee. Her lashes fell half-mast, and an appreciative moan escaped her as she savored the warmth and flavor. "I have to agree with your assessment of the drinks. This is the best café mocha I've had in a long time."

  He watched her lick a dollop of whipped cream off her upper lip, and felt his entire body tighten with the urge to taste her for himself. Clearing his throat, he shifted in his seat and focused on business, with the pretense of getting to know her-which would hopefully lead to yet another date between them. Time was of the essence since he had no idea when Mendoza's men planned to show up and follow through on their threats against Lora, and getting as close to her as possible, and quickly, was his top priority.

  "So tell me something. You mentioned having to work in the morning. I know the bar isn't open during the day, so I'm guessing you have a second job?"

  "My day job, which is my main source of employment, is at the St. Claire Hotel." She wrapped both her hands around her cup, as if to absorb the warmth of the drink. "I'm a masseuse at the spa."

  He stretched back in his seat and let a lazy smile tip up the corners of his mouth. "Which means you must be very good with your hands," he teased, then took a drink of his cappuccino, which was strong and rich, just how he liked it.

  She rolled her eyes at the double entendre encompassing his comment. "Oh, please."

  He chuckled. "Okay, I'll admit, that was cheesy."

  "Definitely cheesy," she agreed wholeheartedly, though she was smiling in amusement. "It's a pickup line I hear much too often from the businessmen that stay at the hotel and are interested in after-hour, off-the-clock company, if you know what I mean."

  He dropped his gaze to the slender fingers holding her cup of coffee. "Well, your hands do look incredibly soft and smooth." Reaching across the table, he gently grasped one of her hands and caressed his thumb along her silky palm. "They feel that way, too. Not at all like a cocktail waitress who has her hands in water all the time and spends her evenings cleaning up after customers."

  Heat and awareness kindled in her gaze as he continued to stroke his fingers along her hand and fingers, but she didn't pull away. "It's the lotions and oils I use all day long. I suppose that outweighs the manual labor of working at The Electric Blue at night."

  "Your work schedule is awfully busy." Reluctantly, he let her hand go, but he couldn't help but wonder if her skin felt as velvety soft everywhere else. Like her breasts. Her stomach. The inside of her thighs. "What do you do in your free time?"

  "Sleep." She laughed, the sound light and carefree. "Seriously, I really don't mind all the work. It keeps me out of trouble and helps out my girlfriend Sydney when she's shorthanded at the bar."

  Joel knew she spoke the truth. Not only had Zach told him about her heavy workload, Joel had done some investigating on his own and it appeared that Lora hadn't had much of a social life since she'd broken things off with her fiancé two years earlier. Basically, all work and no play had become her motto.

  "Enough about me." She tucked her hair behind her ear and studied him curiously. "What do you do for a living?"

  "I'm a partner in a security firm here in Chicago, along with Jon, whom you met back at the bar, and a few other friends. The company is Elite Security Specialists." He gave up the information easily, since he wasn't keeping his background or his personal life a secret. No, the only secret he was protecting was Zach's.

  He went on. "We deal with intelligence issues, investigations, setting up surveillance, search and recovery, and we even travel internationally if requested." He deliberately left out the very basic "undercover protection" scenario, which reflected his current assignment with her.

  She swirled the last of the liquid in her cup, her features full of fascinated interest. "Do you travel often for business?"

  "As often as I can. I prefer the international assignments, actually. I like to travel and I'm known for taking on the edgier, more controversial gigs. It's something I enjoy."

  Something in her expression changed. "So, your job is risky and dangerous."

  "It can be, depending on the case," he said with a shrug. He'd spent most of his life pursuing a good challenge and adventure, so he rarely gave it a second thought. Being a risk-taker was who and what he was. "And other times my job is boring as hell. Security threat assessments, venue security, surveillance, that kind of stuff."

  She tipped her head thoughtfully. "What you do sounds very high-tech."

  "No, not really." A group of people walked into the café, and he gave them a quick glance before returning his attention to Lora. "A stint in the Marines in Special Ops does a lot to prepare a guy for all kinds of security assignments."

  She appeared taken aback for a moment, and her brows creased in a slight, contemplative frown. "The Marines?"

  "Yes, I served in the Marine Corps. Six years, actually." He watched her expression change and knew that things were clicking in her mind, just as he'd intended. He'd deliberately mentioned his time in the service, knowing where it could possibly lead. "Is something wrong?"

  She studied his face intently. "What's your last name?"

  "Wilde," he said, preparing himself for the snowball effect, when she realized exactly who he was. But it needed to be done in order to get at least one pretense out of the way.

  Sure enough, re
alization dawned, and her green eyes widened in a combination of shock and surprise. "Joel Wilde," she said as a genuine smile appeared. "Oh my God. I thought you looked familiar when I first saw you at The Electric Blue, but I couldn't figure out where I'd seen you before. Your hair is much longer now than in the pictures I saw of you when you were in the Marines. You had a standard military crew cut then."

  He pretended confusion, even as he inwardly winced at the recollection of having his hair shaved off when he'd enlisted. "Excuse me?"

  Her grin blossomed full-fledge, and her eyes danced with amazement. "You served with my brother in the Marines and you were in the same unit. Zach Marshall?"

  "Well I'll be damned," he drawled with just the right amount of astonishment. "You're Lora Marshall, Zach's sister."

  She nodded enthusiastically. "That's right. Zach sent me pictures of the two of you and some of the other guys in his unit. He wrote me letters and mentioned your name all the time. You two were really good friends back then."

  "I still consider Zach a good friend, though I have to admit that I haven't heard from him in years. How's he doing?" he asked, curious to find out what Lora knew of her brother's habits and current way of life.

  She inhaled a deep breath and averted her gaze to her coffee cup. "The last I heard he was doing okay."

  Obviously, Zach was a painful subject for her. "The last you heard?"

  She glanced back up at him, and didn't bother to try and hide the heartache reflected in her eyes. "Honestly, it's been a while since we've talked, and months since I last saw him. I'm not even sure where he's living anymore."

  "Don't you have any way of contacting Zach?" Surely her brother hadn't completely extricated himself from her life.

  "I have his cell phone number, but he never picks up, so I just leave him messages. And he always seems to call me when I'm not home and uses the answering machine to let me know he's okay." She sighed softly and crossed her arms in front of her on the table. "I really miss him, and I wish he'd come home."

  The honest emotion reverberating in her voice grabbed at Joel, forcing him to keep a tight rein on the rising anger he once again experienced toward Zach. For hurting his sister who cared so much about him. For using his sister as a pawn in his addictions. For letting alcohol and gambling ruin his life, and possibly Lora's.

  "Oh, wow," she said with a shake of her head, which caused her thick, rich-looking hair to settle around her shoulders like a cloud of sable silk. "I didn't mean to get so melancholy on you. It's just that Zach hasn't been the same since he left the service, and I constantly worry about him."

  "That's completely understandable." She had good reason to be concerned about her brother, and she didn't even know the half of the kind of trouble Zach was in.

  She finished the last of her drink. "It's getting late and I really should get going," she said, regret in her tone.

  Figuring they'd covered enough ground for one evening together, he didn't push her to stay longer. Instead, he stood and slipped into his leather jacket while she did the same with her coat. "Come on, I'll walk you back to your car," he said.

  "I can't believe that you and I met," Lora mused as they strolled side by side toward The Electric Blue's parking lot. "I mean, what are the chances of that?"

  If she only knew. "Very slim, I suppose." Unless a meeting was deliberate, as theirs had been.

  They reached her car, a compact red Volkswagon Jetta, and she unlocked the vehicle with a press of her remote. She opened the door before turning back around to face him. "Where's your car?" she asked.

  "My ride is right over there." He hooked a thumb back toward the front of The Electric Blue, where he'd parked his Ducati Multistrada, a badass bike that was built for power, speed, and a whole lotta fun.

  "Ahhh, a big, black motorcycle. I should have guessed." She gave his appearance a quick, sultry once-over before meeting his gaze once again. "I have to admit, the bike suits you."

  Grinning, he rested a hand on the door frame and braced his other arm on the roof of her car, caging her between the open door of the vehicle, and him. Then, he leaned in a bit closer. "Wanna go for a ride sometime?"

  She arched a brow, amused by his flirtatious and tempting question. "Is that what you ask all the girls?"

  "No, just you. I've never asked another girl to go for a ride on my bike." Without thinking, he reached out and gently wound a strand of her hair around his finger, feeling ensnared by this alluring woman, in more ways than one. And that was a very dangerous thing, he knew. "I promise I'll go slow and easy with you, so long as you hang on tight for the ride."

  The innuendo in his reply didn't so much as fluster her. If anything, she rose to the challenge. "What if I like it fast and intense?"

  His grin broadened with shameless intent. "Then I'd say that you sound like just my kind of girl." His voice dropped to a low, husky pitch, and a slow hum of arousal infused his veins.

  He couldn't help his response to her. He always did enjoy indulging in playful, provocative banter with a woman, and the attraction and sexual tension between he and Lora made it all the more exciting.

  Releasing her hair, he dragged his fingers along her jaw and caressed them down the side of her neck. Her skin was silky soft to the touch. So sweet. So tempting.

  "I also aim to please, sweetheart," he murmured as his gaze dropped to her captivating, kiss-me mouth. "If you like it fast and fierce, then that's exactly what you'll get."

  The parking lot lights illuminated those deep green eyes of hers, which had darkened with heat and acute awareness. He brushed his fingers over the rapid pulse beating at the base of her throat. Her soft lips parted in unmistakable invitation, and her breathing deepened, causing her chest to rise and fall in a way that beckoned him to look and appreciate those fine feminine curves. Her coat was open, enabling him to see her tight nipples pressing against her T-shirt-from the night chill or their provocative exchange, he wasn't certain. Either way, he ached to take those lovely breasts in his hands just to see how well she fit into his large palms.

  He curbed the impulse. Just barely. "So, if I give you what you want, does that mean you'll go for a ride with me?" At the moment, it wasn't straddling a motorcycle that he had in mind, but rather having her soft, slender thighs wrapped tight around his hips as he took her on a fast and wild ride of a whole different kind. The erotic thought made his cock twitch and ache between his thighs.

  Oh, man. He was in deep, deep trouble with her.

  She caught her full lower lip between her teeth as she seemed to consider the implications of his question. Just as he had. "I'm not that easy," she said, her tone light and playful. "But I'll think about your offer and let you know."

  He chuckled at her sassy and very unexpected reply. Her ability to make him laugh was yet another thing he enjoyed about her. "You be sure to do that, but don't make me wait for long."

  The humorous moment gradually faded, and in its place something more intimate and sensual simmered between them. Her eyes softened with desire, and he knew without a doubt that he could have easily kissed her. Knew she'd let him take her mouth and give them both a small sampling of the kind of carnal pleasure that promised so much more.

  He'd always been a man who took what he wanted, especially when it came to women and what was so freely offered. But this time, kissing Lora would be a huge, monumental mistake, because he was certain one taste of her wouldn't be enough to satisfy the gut-level craving he was beginning to develop for her. Not to mention he'd be overstepping boundaries he had no business crossing.

  He'd agreed to protect Zach's sister, not dive into a hot and heavy affair with her just to appease their attraction. Because of his job and his carefree way of life that didn't include being tied down to anyone, a short, temporary relationship was all he was willing to offer any woman. And knowing Lora's past history from many conversations with Zach during their time together, he got the distinct impression that she was the kind of woman who'd need a stable,
secure man in her life.

  So, as difficult as it was, he took a huge step back and shoved the tips of his fingers into the front pockets of his jeans-just as an added precaution.

  A flicker of disappointment passed over her features, then she covered it up with a smile. "Well, I guess this is good night, then."

  He gave her a nod. "Good night, Lora."

  She slipped into her car, and once he heard her lock the door he headed over to his motorcycle, trying to shake off the light buzz of arousal with every step he took. She headed toward home, and as he followed behind at a discreet distance, he wondered how in the hell he was going to spend the next few weeks around Lora, courting her in order to stay close to her, without touching her. Without kissing her. Without taking her exactly where those eyes had all but begged him to go back in the parking lot.

  His ripe curse was drowned out by the rumbling of his bike's engine. He was in for a long couple of weeks of excruciating sexual tension with no relief in sight.

  At least not with the woman he wanted the most.

  Chapter Three

  "'MORNING, Syd," Lora called out cheerfully, announcing her presence as she walked into her best friend's two-bedroom apartment, which was located right down the hall from her own place. "I brought doughnuts, so come and get 'em while they're good and fresh."

  Lora headed into the kitchen, but no one was there. Figuring Sydney and her fifteen-year-old daughter, Cassie, were still in their bedrooms getting ready for the day, Lora went ahead and poured herself a cup of coffee and rummaged through the refrigerator for the cream. She and Sydney had an open-door policy for the most part, and keys to each other's apartments. Most mornings they met for breakfast before Sydney had to take Cassie to school and Lora had to head off to the St. Claire Hotel for work.

  "I heard your chipper greeting all the way into my bathroom," Sydney grumbled as she entered the kitchen, wearing a pair of form-fitting jeans and an equally form-fitting blue sweater top. Her naturally wavy auburn hair, which reached the middle of her back, was still damp from her morning shower.